I won’t expect that of myself any longer.
Nobody can be perfect, and besides, there is no 'perfect' way of doing anything. I just do things and no longer try to do them perfectly.
If I’m not doing something as good as I’d like or I’m having problems because of anxiety, I will coolly and calmly accept it. By trying harder and pressuring myself more to do things in a precise and perfect way, I only make myself miserable, and I will actually hurt my performance. I just do what I need to do, and realize there is no perfect way to do them or no perfect way to feel. I accept it coolly and calmly if I have anxiety or if I don’t understand something.” ~see more at www.anxietynetwork.com/content/perfectionism-and-pressure
Know you are blessed,